Love and Marriage

Most little girls ( when I was growing up anyway) dreamed of the day they would get engaged and married and wear the white dress of their choice and live happily ever after....

Why is it so HARD to get married for me......

I've caught THREE bouquets...two since being with my boyfriend.....

I was a bridesmaid in two weddings last year.... both were the best friends I've known for over 10 years.

My one best friend married her sweetheart from right out of high school after 7 years of dating....
Thats understandable seeing as she was barely 18 when they met...
My other best friend married a guy that she was with for less than a year, but they are so in love it raises the questions....

What am I doing wrong? Why am I not married or at least having serious conversations about getting married with my boyfriend?

I'm trying to be patient but my body only has but so much time before I can't have any more children. I'm 27 years old and I'm ready to be on my own and start taking care of a family of my own.

I know he loves me, but when should I stop waiting...